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True,the downside is tht u cant play com much bt the upside is tht u have a lesser,easier to manage hw given. Thank you for making my life hell, homework.<br /><br />Yet im still blogging. Hey! thts coz ive decided after i posted a post i shall start on my homework. So life sucks.As usual. I haven't gone out with friends for a loooonnnngg loooonnnngg time. Goodness noes how much i need it bt of course not now as im slowly being killed thx to the hw load. ****<br /><em></em><br /><em>Haiz.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>sometimes life seems good then it turns to bad. you gain something great but lose sumthing important, why can't we have the goodies all at once for just once or twice in our lives?Nothing changes. You are still on the losing path. When will the winning one show up? Probably with someone else luckier and perhaps deserve it more? But dun we deserve it too? Just for a while, even if its onlii a measly second. Life usually gives u the wrong things, those hard to solve. Or is it because u are not trying hard enough? Its not fair. But no one said life was fair. Your friends desert u, u fall and gravely hurt yourself, one of those horrid accidents. Please stop. stop with all these antics. i dun care anymore, i cant cry, i cant laugh, i can onlii watch mutely as bad luck hits me over and over again. Stop hurting me, i cant stand it any longer. please. I considered u to be one of the most important ppl in my life, yet you hurt me over and over again. My deepest secrets are with you, but it seems you exposed them. Or not. but you still continue. Backstabbing.Betraying.Bullying. The three offenses. Just seeing me upset and hurt seems to make you happy, on cloud nine. What did i do to you? Have i been proud? Mean? Backstabbing? Bullying? Betraying? Have i? My tears seem to be your solace,my happiness your grief. Life is a constant path, ending when we die. We can make them into nice and sweet memories, but also ugly ones. But sometimes, ppl ruin it. Ruin the good memories by just saying a simple sentence. Lying to you abt something concerning you. Even if they made up a name for you just to insult you without anyone knowing. Have you felt this feeling, this feeling of deep sadness and loneliness? Perhaps not. if u did, you wouldn't have made someone experience this feeling. </em><br /><em></em><br />Right. Tht was probably random 4 sum of u bt wateva.It was jus coz i was feeling a bit upset by some stuff..Dont worry though(i dun think u r btw) i feel better after writing all tht stuff. 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