Friday, June 20, 2008
yeah. i noe i juz posted abt 10min ago bt wateva. wanted to write a paragraph of emo-ness for fun:
Your back to me,
my back to yours,
why do i feel oddly lonely?
it feels..sad.
Miserable.Unhappy.
why am i feeling this way?
Its like a part of me is taken away.
all my happiness, my joy,
and my lovely memories with you.
am i supposed to feel this way?
what is wrong with me?
why am i feeling this way?
i miss my joy, my happiness.
the rainbow of happiness i was once engulfed in.
I miss it.
what happened?
has my happiness gone with the wind,
along with you abandoning me?
Life was fun,happy even,
but it became a world of sadness when you went.
it took over the world of me.
everything after that,
what i did and what i said,
was a blur.
i was operating on schedule, automatically.
no sense of what im doing.
Everything processed in my brain was bitterness, sadness,
a feeling i never understood in the past,
till now.
it just came lashing at me,
without warning.
it was quick, sudden,
i didn't have time to react.
what went wrong,
what did i do?
was i being a pest?
please come back.
i promise to change.
Anything you want me to do.
I will obey.
Please stay with me.
Return the happiness we once had,
not just memories..
i want to stay in these memories,
never will i move on,
i can't lose you again,
even if just in memory.
haha. my 'poems' are all damn emo one:]
♥ a butterfly landed @
5:11 AM