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WHOOHOO!! yes! can go home early play com...<br /><br />my CT3 will be starting on this Thurs. funny how i havent started studying yet..oh well..thats me..dun start studying till the morning of the exam XD<br /><br />hmm.. i long time no write my poems leh..how abt i write one right now?<br /><br /><em>Why?</em><br /><em>Why did you </em><br /><em>sacrifice my happiness for yours?</em><br /><em>You trod on me</em><br /><em>as if i was just a tool.</em><br /><em>I begged you so hard to stay</em><br /><em>begged you so hard not to leave.</em><br /><em>I tried to be the perfect wife</em><br /><em>tried to make you happy every minute,every second.</em><br /><em>Was that not enough?</em><br /><em>What more did you want?</em><br /><em>When i saw you with her looking so happy,</em><br /><em>i wanted to throttle you,</em><br /><em>wanted to slap you,</em><br /><em>wanted to call you an insensitive imbecile for leaving me.</em><br /><em>But i couldn't.</em><br /><em>When i saw you,</em><br /><em>it was like seeing the epitome of a family that we never shared</em><br /><em>it was like reminding me that im such a failure.</em><br /><em>But why?</em><br /><em>You found your happiness at the expense of mine.</em><br /><em>You broke a heart for yours to be whole.</em><br /><em>You sacrificed a family for another.</em><br /><em>I hate you..</em><em>yet i love you</em><br /><em>Whenever i see you, i drink in the image of you greedily,</em><br /><em>knowing that there was a chance that i might never see you again.</em><br /><em>And now,</em><br /><em>when your family broke apart,</em><br /><em>you came back to me,</em><br /><em>said you didn't know what you were doing and that you loved me the most.</em><br /><em>A part of me wants to forgive you,</em><br /><em>another part wants to forget and let go.</em><br /><em>but i noe for a fact,</em><br /><em>that both parts now treat you as a friend</em><br /><em>and nothing more,</em><br /><em>for i was hurt,</em><br /><em>a long time ago by you,</em><br /><em>it took a long time to let go of the love and move forwards,</em><br /><em>and now im not sacrificing my happiness again </em><br /><em>by moving to the past,</em><br /><em>when i noe that i belong to the present.</em><br /><em>i'll always love you,</em><br /><em>but only as a friend.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br />hmm.. was that ok? 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