Friday, July 4, 2008
hi again! back though i posted abt an hr ago:D i currently love my life. Or until i have to start doing the horrible homework.
i dun think im going to change the blogskin and music anytime soon. i reaalli lurve it. rocks! Teardrops on my guitar is currently my fave song XD
arrrggghhh... dunno what to type. coz ive been looking through the blog and realised tht my posts recently only contained the emo poems and nt my life which is sadd:D now, i guess u all noe abt the fact tht this person(which i shall nt mention who in case she is currently reading this) is kind of pissing me off for being annoying.sry, anoying is an uderstatement, i couldn't find other stronger words to use. hate her like hell. she has curently moved to the list People who should not exist in this world even as insects. you can see how much i detest her, that annoying thing. cries for no reason and acts funny and cute. puh-lease, she was just being a *****. shhessh. tellin lies all around abt mainly me. i nvr thought tht i would actually find someone that i would jump at the chance to throttle. she thinks ppl like her 'funny' antics and makes them more 'funnier'.oh, and she loves to suck up to one particular teacher tht i would nt say coz then everyone will noe who im talking abt since she has sucked up to her so much. *rolls eyes* pathetic being. obviously dunnoe the golden rule of survival when with me: do NOT get in my way, insult or make me angry when im late, pissed off like hell(even when im a litle bit pissed off) or have my mind on sumthing damn important. ive said this b4 in my June posts. u'll live to regret it, i swear. when im pissed off at you, i cannot stop. CANNOT. i mean it. unless you want to hear cuss words and huge insults abt you right in front of you, shut your mouth shut and evacuate. immediately. if you think you see me lost my temper b4, you are wrong, those are minor tantrums. trust me when i say you dun want to witness me really lose it. i noe myself more than anyone and my temper is nt to be trifled with. unless u are a teacher or sumthing and you probably find yourself safe from danger. and this woman is testing my patience. seriously. you better stop before its too late. hating you like how you hate shit. you'll live to regret it when u push me too far. everyone has limits. and i mean EVERYONE. even teachers and respectable figures.
--note to ppl who are curently shocked at the threatening words are ready to curse me into oblivion--
you dun noe what she has done to me and i hope you would not judge me by the passage above. i am always quite calm-headed unless someone pushed the limit. and the limit is nt calling me all the cuss words in the world behind my back or infront of me. nor is it betraying me one time too many. nor is it speaking bad things tht are obviously nt true abt me to teachers. nor booking me or giving me detention. nor pretending to be the victim of the big bad villian tanhuishan or any other things. its calling me cuss words both behind and infront of me,betraying me repeatedly,speaking things that are onbiously nt true abt me to teachers or parents or whoever it is, in short spreading rumors, pretending to be the victim of big bad villian tanhuishan, sucking up and then talking bad abt me and all other means of betrayl added together tht will push me to the limit. rest assured when i say i do nt lose my temper often(even the small ones) but will snap if you do all those to me. and the person mentioned has done almost all. i mean it. thts why shes seriously testing my patience. :]
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deep breathes:D
:P
thinking of writing a fanfic abt hp. got a few good ideas up my sleeve. though i think i have to be abt 18 to register so i can post. ooohhh weeelll.
Yesterday during CME we had our chem teacher and we were reading abt this story where a man finds one butterfly struggling to get out of its cocoon and he 'helped' it but cutting a small hole in the cocoon so it can get out easier but thx to his actions it was unable to fly. moral of story: struggles make us a stronger person. she thinks its a beautiful story and i kinda agree, but dun you feel sympathetic towards the poor butterfly? then our chem teacher tht we are too young to understand the struggles adults have to go through and i replied, impersonating a wise voice,''age does nt define how much suffering we go through'' i was kiddin, of course. bt i agree with what i said. what abt those orphans suffering? they, some of them, suffered more than some adults. and, sometimes, struggles arent exactly good. some lose their direction in struggles and fall into depression. thts why struggles in a huge amount at a time r struggles tht are too much are nt good. a bit is ok, bt definitely nt too much.
riiight i gtg. see u :]
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