Friday, July 11, 2008
today we had photoshoots :D funn.
class photoshoots were sadd to say the least. missed like half of recessssss...
CCA one is gr8!! though i was sweating like hell under the costume and i accidentally took syazy's blouse and she accidentally my blouse home..ooppppsssss. erm...haha? dun noe how to react. :?
Dun worry Charlene aka wardrobe auntie, we put the costumes back nicely * smiles and whistles* lol. yah, we did put properly lah. haha :D
gt damn lot of hw as usual. wtf :/ hate 'em.
feel like writing another loooonnnngg(quote of cauliflower and snowman) emo poem. ho ho ho(evil laugh, nt like Santa Claus one hor). :D
Spring gone,
replaced by winter
animals falling into slumber
yet i cant
my mind is filled with you
scenes of our personal times
we could be mistaken as already married given our closeness
i....love you...
my heart and yours
forming as one
no one could fit into the space for your half
why?
why did you.....leave me?
No!
you are still alive....right?
I can't stand this
people staring at me
offering sympathy
offering jest
making fun of your.........passing
when you came along my life became a shining jewel
when you went my life went back to a dull murky scene
messages from balloon sends letters to the dead
i used to not believe it
made fun of it even
but now i do that everyday to you.
funny how ive changed
you shaped me
now you're gone
i am slowly becoming back to a clump of clay
falling to bits and pieces, into depression.
of course ive tried,
tried commiting sucide lots of times
just wishing i could join you in the afterlife.
Fate stopped me
each time
each time i tried
why?
i dont see the use of me in this world anymore.
leave me alone
let me die
a slow or quick one
i dont mind
as long i can be with you again...
I love you
and always will
you'll have a special spot in my heart always and forever
i'll be faithful to you
to you only
now and forever.....
i'll join you soon
then we can catch snowflakes again
just like we used to do...
we'll be forever together then
revelling in our happiness..
haha! end of another one!:D
well, sry for ending here bt.. i really really got to rush...see ya!!:]
♥ a butterfly landed @
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